Willpower to be Good

There are times that I feel a lack of motivation even to keep living. Like last Wednesday night when my teacher told me I used to be such a nice student, so intelligent, intellectual and so full of grace. The only answer that I had the slightest capacity to give was: to be good is something that consumes a lot of the human being, is something which requires a lot of dedication and a lot of time to be invested.

Just as the willpower,  is something difficult to achieve and must be very pursued in order to be an action finalized. Who wants to be good needs to desire a lot to be good, with all existing energy in your inside self (sometimes up to more than that).

Other times we need to suck energy from external means so we can get to the final stretch of our goal. We need to focus and always think of tomorrow in both positive and in negative sides. The positive to get an idea of ​​the future we want to achieve and the negative to remember what we're running away from. But this view of the inferior pole should never let ourselves be discouraged (neither it nor any other factor), on the contrary should be a driving force and must help us when we need it most, in other words: in the times we are thinking about quitting.

With this all I came to the conclusion that being good is something for those who really and truly wants, not just anyone. For those who have focus even in the most profound part of their soul.

To be good gets to the point of being grueling, exhausting and draining.  Leading to the idea that here and there we don't want to be good for our own personal reasons. I'm at a stage in which I seek  forces to return being good and get back on track; it’s a complicated and painful path if you wanna know. But I'm struggling with it until I get on top. So enough about me, what about you? Do you want to be good today?